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Songs of Searching

by Ben Foskett

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1.
Believe Me 03:26
I wouldn't believe me if I were you take off your eyes and take down your face there's not enough grace here to carry them far unbuckle your skin turn yourself inside out there's no kindness here let's leave it hung out tie up you hair to that tree over there there's not enough light here let's leave them up high cast off your feet oh for there's no retreat there's no path that's concrete no roads to save the day undo you arms oh they've got nothing to grasp there's no hand to clasp there is no one hungry for you unbutton you teeth lay your, lay that tongue to dry there's no words to say and no one to cry for your soul was all mine and I ate all I could and I left you a shadow to fall down beside but I wouldn't believe me if I were you 'cause I'm a half eaten person with nothing to do oh I fuck up the things that I bump into ‘cause I'm a crossed out remark in a history so stark that if you believed all I said then well you're as stupid as I say and there'd be nothing to do but empty your pockets and just walk away ‘cause there's nowhere to hide but I wouldn't believe all that I say no I wouldn't believe it at all if I were were you
2.
Two cold crossed out lovers strung themselves to a wire and swung out over their love to see where was the fire there were only flies and cold contraptions and laced up lines of unanswered questions and the fight was undone crumbled and cracked into fall out, fall off fall into the unknown as they reeled themselves in it was dead between their eyes as they reeled themselves in it was frozen to their touch they were lost, uncrossed and colliding with their futures which grabbed at them like a punch in the face or a breath of fresh air or the breaking of day into fall out, fall off fall into the unknown their hearts were cramped prisoners with everywhere to go their hearts were leaden feet with everywhere to go it was a loss it was so cross
3.
Those voices they said to me what's in your prophecy when I looked into it's eyes all I could see were fallacies and lies the son of rhythm cast his beat and the knocking of the nets fell to his feet his heart wasn't really in it the chords of love-songs were the only things that seemed to fit her legs were as high as the stars the chords of love-songs fell from her arms she fumbled to pick them up but the son of rhythm had poured them into a cup he drank those chords and wrote his song a song to break a history that was far too long cracks appeared in the life he lead and the rhythm he followed died and bled the love-song girl without her chords was a lacklustre mess no longer adored she walked the skies in the search of her loss and turned to drink self doubt and hard dross her legs no longer reached the stars she sat on her arse and weeped for what was a life of love lost forever a half hearted rhythm never together the son of rhythm rejoiced his heart was a cage of lions his eyes burned with fire the fire of the chords of which he admired his step was the lightest touch hanging from the ceiling it was all too much all that he had wanted was within his reach he believed in the words his love-songs preached those voices they said to me what's in your prophecy when I looked into it's eyes all I could see were fallacies and lies
4.
Who packed up her smile like groceries in a bag and when did it become acceptable to crush her like a rag and the nights, they are suffering and the days, they are suffering they miss the oceans from her face who picked up her smile leaving in place, only a blank slate the drift is often too slow to know, until it's too late and the nights, they are suffering and the days, they are suffering they miss the commotion from her face who broke up that smile crushed and plundered, thrown to the floor and when did it become acceptable to block it out, to close the door and the nights, they are suffering and the days, they are suffering they miss the emotion from her face
5.
Whole Roll 05:47
Whole roll up my eyelids and wrap my face in cloth sing to me in verses verses I cannot replace whole roll the stars away the urgent times, the peel and chime the cornered caress, the empty breast all that you find that's mine whole roll up my finished legs my charcoal fingers, my hot handed chase my turn of phrase upon your lips my open handed, candid embrace whole roll up your torpid colour your church of angels, your corseted smile whole roll up your electric touch your wave of and eye, your quiet cry whole roll up my eyelids hold back and reach inside talk to me in murmured tales tales I cannot contrive whole roll the stones away take my blindness and cast it astray hold my hope underwater until it breathes no more the life it filled whole roll up my eyelids and wrap my face in cloth cast a hand across my breast and leave me for rebirth whole roll the stars away their time has passed, no shadows to cast no muted hands, no fine edged lips will pass these eyes, the past is cast whole roll up my finished legs their worn out feet that tread no more the steps in four, my empty chase all that I thought would be yours whole roll up your haloed face your voice of an angel, your knowing embrace whole roll up your charged up smile your sideways glance, your hidden trial whole roll up my eyelids hold back and reach inside whisper charms into my ears charms of love and fears whole roll the stones away take my blindness and cast it astray hold my hope underwater until it breathes no more the life it filled
6.
She lay back on a pile of books as the family of fishermen spun out their hooks weaving her stories on the backs of absolutes the room heaved under the pressure of roots as the waves lapped at her window forever trapped in her wooden fortress casting shadows on the earthen walls the shrieks and cries of the seabird's calls as they travelled the world to bring her tales to weave into the fabric of life itself tales of wonder and tales of woe tales of love and murder flowed the high seas were awash with danger much did she know about it's anger the fishermen would bring their catch straight into the arms of our heroin to dispatch often they gave her lies, mostly they were uncouth but between those slender fingers those stories bore truths the truths of a battle to tame and indifferent world the truths that the stars seemed would never give up as the waves lapped at her window as the roots pushed deep into the soil the earthen walls that had imprisoned her were never to shake or recoil she lay back on a pile of books as the fishermen spun out their hooks weaving her stories on the back of absolutes as the room heaved and shuddered as the waves lapped at her window as the roots pushed deep into the soil the earthen walls that had imprisoned her were never to shake or recoil FR9W12034241
7.
So Can't 05:28
so can't keep up so can't keep up so can't keep up those tears they run and hide under their skin so can't hold on so can't hold on so can't hold on two legs, two eyes numb arms, arms of stone so can't stretch out so can't stretch out so can't stretch out the life and warmth and fingers they hold them between it's so heartbreaking it's so heartbreaking it's so heartbreaking it's so heartbreaking two legs, two eyes so can't hold up two hands that shake and skate their face, one face, one body and frozen in glass I guilty clasp the half empty eyes that won't compromise, so black, so black a gaze two legs, two eyes one face, two hands that shake and skate that face that shake and skate that face it's so heartbreaking it's so heartbreaking it's so heartbreaking it's so heartbreaking
8.
Day Stretch 05:22
And as the day stretched casually into the night and lay it's head on it's shoulder it walked out into the street and lifted it's fingers from the pavement it drifted up into the sky leaving us to fend for ourselves in the night days like fire evenings that expire into the night days like fire evenings that expire into the night and as we crouched and huddled together fearful to be left alone to make it right we saw a strange and miraculous site of our dreams lighting up and taking flight we untangled and we chased them down and held them to our faces which they wrapped around days like fire evenings that expire into the night days like fire evenings that expire into the night

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released March 30, 2021

Written, Performed and Produced by
Ben Foskett

Mixed by
Jérémy Gaucher

Mastering
Pierre Luzy @ Music Unit

Vocals, Backing Vocals
Danielle Fricke

Guitars
Keaton Henson

Bass
Jérémy Gaucher

Violas (1,3,4,5,8)
Anne-Sophie Versnaeyen

Violins (6,7)
Simmy Singh

Cellos (6,7)
Grégoire Korniluk

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